-antisocial*

"Whyy yhu wanna treat me all anti, whyy yhu wanna put me on standby..." -Gucci

-Lately I been feeling a little anti-social rather not talk to people. Stay to myself and get to know me better. Moving from Chicago (Markham/Midlothian) to Richmond was a BIG change. I stop talking to my friends as much as I did before, my *guyfriend && I broke up, and my life slowed down a lot. I don't necessarily think of it as a bad thing but I definitely miss it. Sometimes I think about not ever going back to Chicago... This is really an unfortunate thought because every time I go there I can say I enjoy myself but when I'm there I'm doing the usual: chillin' with the guys, with ma besties, at a party, meeting new people that arent really new because they are friends with people that I readyy know, and things that most 18 yr old girls my age do (excluding the drinking, smoking, && sex). Although my experiences in Chicago are memorable i'd rather not go there and do the same things... I love ma friends a lot almost like sisters and brothers but I'd rather not talk to them unless they on something different...